What it really feels like..

Nothing can prepare you for the emptiness or for the feeling of being broken. I'm not just talking about physically either. Mentally and emotionally broken. I don't care how many times someone tells me I'm not broken, because I am. My heart is broken. This is the fall out. It's constant waves. It's like nothing [...]

“He Who Must Not Be Named” of the Pregnancy World

I remember the first time I told my soon to be husband I was pregnant. I was scared and nervous to tell him this 6 days before we got married in September of 2015. I remember my emergency c section for my son. Christmas Eve of 2016, I remember telling my husband I was pregnant [...]

Beyond the Bump Part III: Hot Mess Mom

I don't think any parent is truly prepared for a child to enter their world. It feels as a shock even though you know it's coming. I've said before that I was ready for my son's grand entrance. I was ready in the sense of what a normal birth story would look like. I would [...]