Cloudy with a chance of “What the fuck”

My mind is clouded 24/7. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. I just know that in-between of pumping myself with Aroma Joe's Rushes and Oliver's nap time, I must try and keep this human alive, somewhat happy and manage to find my own life. Yes, I know. I proudly wear the [...]

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What it really feels like..

Nothing can prepare you for the emptiness or for the feeling of being broken. I'm not just talking about physically either. Mentally and emotionally broken. I don't care how many times someone tells me I'm not broken, because I am. My heart is broken. This is the fall out. It's constant waves. It's like nothing [...]

“He Who Must Not Be Named” of the Pregnancy World

I remember the first time I told my soon to be husband I was pregnant. I was scared and nervous to tell him this 6 days before we got married in September of 2015. I remember my emergency c section for my son. Christmas Eve of 2016, I remember telling my husband I was pregnant [...]

I forget I always have a #mcm

Here I am being basic as fuck with a #mcm post. This won't be a typical cute candid photo with an adorable status labeled at the bottom with a million hashtags for more likes. This is me forgetting I have a husband. Now, now. Trust me, I know I have a husband. Just hear me [...]